Where did you go? I’ve looked so hard
And far to find you but I can’t.
It’s not a case of hide and seek,
Deep down inside this feels like grief.
A loss too big, too grave, too steep
To bear; and even as I sleep
I dream of you, of times gone by,
Of times I felt your strength inside
And tried to wake, to find you here
And now I feel this crippling fear.
You’re not about to retrace steps
You’re not about to sort this mess
I’ve been ignoring; You are gone
And I’ve been waiting far too long.
It isn’t you that’s lost, it’s me
I can’t be who I used to be.
I need to grieve myself and try
To put aside the hurt; I cry
For her, the girl still gone,
I’ll try to love who I’ve become.