A jigsaw with pieces that don’t fit together.
Puzzling, pondering, wondering whether
I’ve lost one or two of the essential parts
And I’m stuck. Taking it back to the start
So it seems… but some things don’t reverse,
This rearranging is making it worse.
Still thinking, considering, reasoning now
Am I skewing it? Warping? Distorting somehow?
Trying to rebuild it a different way;
It’s just getting worse, it’s all crumbling away.
I can’t fill this hole, it’s a ‘whole’ I can’t find
And I’ve just realised why; these pieces aren’t mine.